Chinese communism: A historical tradition?

Deep in the historical psyche of the chinese, there lies a simple paradigm that suggests that the current regime of communism isn't so unwarranted. MORE ABOUT THIS LATER GYMNASTICS IS ON

i lost a pad of paper that i had been writing in and now my thoughts and private ramblings about everything and nothing in particular is lost and a piece of me is lost. will i ever think those things again.? or will i think them again and think it something new? how to keep track

i was just thinking about how i know that ive had a great night based on whether or not i come back in tatters. tatters especially in regards with jewelry. its always a mistake to wear a necklace to a party because it will break, but what about when you wear it out on a regular night and it breaks anyway? Bodacious.

little things that sometimes are forgotten but shouldn't be

how slippery skin feels right after you wash the soap off. 

EYE CONVERSATIONS

(Maybe im simple minded, but i am constantly in a state of awe with humans. connections? whats the scientific reason for that anyway? You look at me and I look at you and thats all it takes.)

i feel like a balloon that got all filled up for a party. drifting and happy. i have to stop thinking about when ill pop and just be. but its just so beautiful that it makes me cry anyway. 

does any of this make any sense?

new time

i am on a mission to rebuild my body, and am starting at the root. and by that i mean eating habits. I am going to start by doing an intense cleanse which starts with 5 days of eating only raw vegetables and fruits. then a juice fast, then a raw eating regime then a liver cleanse. all of this supplemented with vitamins chosen specifically for the mission at hand. i have hopes that this will run well, and gives me a new sort of hobby to obsess over for 8 weeks. PRAISE BE!

also, wtf @ previous post. a blog is a dangerous thing when drunk (? was i? probably.)